If I disappear from here, it won't be by choice
I'm not intending to go anywhere, but apparently I may not be able to use a computer at some point. Last week my vision started getting markedly worse. I have macular degeneration. It was the dry macular degeneration when diagnosed in January, but now it's wet in the surrounding area. I'm supposed to be getting a call from a retinal specialist, so hopefully that'll happen today, and hopefully I'll be able to get the shots in my eyes to try to stop it from progressing.
I gave my eyes a good washing with tears when I first realized what was happening, but I think I'm in a pretty good state of mind now. I've got a great support system, so that'll help a lot. I told my love-of-my-life that it was okay to dump me if he wanted to, but so far he is saying that won't happen.
It could be so much worse. I've had 69 years (and still counting 
) to see all of the beauty in the world, and that's more than many have had.
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assistive devices--including those that can "read" and "write" for you using digital, voice, and other technologies. This is not an area of expertise for me, but I'm aware that most states and large cities have resources for the sight-impaired and can advise you. There is likely some funding too.
Please check into these options ahead of time. I think that will go a long way to reassure you that adapting won't be as bad as your worst fears. Best wishes, Rorey.
I've been thinking about that.
I talked to a relative of a relative a few days ago who has wet macular degeneration. She's been getting the shots and can still see. One of the worrisome aspects of that is how expensive they are. She said they're around $6000 and she gets them every three months, but there's a foundation that helps, so she hasn't had to pay anything at all.
Whatever happens, my doctor told me I wouldn't lose all of my vision. I'll still have some peripheral vision, so I can take care of myself. I'll adjust.
That's how I looked at it. I was just a little shocked at the speed of things.
One thing I should mention is that I looked at that graph with the dot every day that we use to determine changes, and it didn't really change. It's reading print. It suddenly got a lot more difficult. I see a shadow on things, and sometimes a little double vision when looking at something with arms reach.
Fingers crossed that your eyes will be good for a long time. 
She's been getting them for a few years, and she said her vision is very good right after the shots, and then gradually gets worse again. She was very reassuring.
Honestly, it's far from the worst thing to happen to someone. I've been so fortunate that more hasn't happened. I'm no spring chicken. 
One big thing is that I don't have to worry about total darkness. I might have to learn to stop being a control freak about myself, but that's probably a good thing.
I hope that you are able to get through this without vision loss but even if you do, there are options for staying with us, like the digital voice options.
The love of my life, when he was alive, was a quadriplegic and used many of the early applications for voice operation of his laptop. They got much better over time. I think there are a couple DUers who already use them, hopefully they will chime in with helpful experiences and advice.
I'm honestly not pitying myself at all. I did have my tears, but this doesn't begin to compare to what your love endured as a quadriplegic.
The tears were mostly that I don't want to be a burden to anyone. I'm sure I'll have to allow my loved ones to do more for me at some point, but they'll be fine with it.
I still count myself as a very, very fortunate person. This is a little blip in the big scheme of things.
Thank you for your kind thoughts.
just as devastating to lose your sight as it can be to have the physical limitations, though different in nature. I am fortunate to have mostly good physical ability, still, but a few weeks ago I woke up with what looks like a small bug squashed on my glasses in my right eye, a floaty. Always had exceptional vision but this flaw freaked me the hell out and I went to the optometrist right away. It's a common thing and not a serious issue, I was told. But it also made me think about "what if" since I am approaching 70 and things are going stop working like they always have. With my arthritis in my spine, I am in a slow-mo version of my love's plight and will eventually be physically incapacitated as well. Not looking forward to it but that's the trajectory when the bone deteriorates enough. But that will be the end for me and I'm ready for it, I just want to have most of my other stuff working until then!
We're here to hold each other's hand as we travel the aging highway.