I'm turning into a raging asshole today

[vercetti2021]

My mental state has officially been pushed into I do not give a fuck territory. I'm angry as hell today. I'm confronting people who are just so goddamn stupid and ignorant. I'm just over being quiet and silent about shit. I'm a raging angry bitch. I'm also sad and deep down ready to cry and just scream and rampage and break whatever I can see. Items, friendships, relationships with family. I'm ready to just severe it all. I'm just done with peoples bullshit. I'm over the fake assholes and users.

I collectively told them all to suck a dick and die today. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. And the day isn't close to being over. I'm over people and their dumbassry.

I'm ready to cry and slice up my own arm just to get my angry under control.

[flying rabbit]

1. Peace

[ret5hd]

2. Nothing I say can help today...but I request a favor.

Do you have the stuff to check your blood sugar level? If so, please check it.

I discovered that my rages disappeared after I got my blood sugar in control. I know it sounds bizarre…but it’s true.

I have a hypothesis that much of todays road rage, random people exploding, etc is caused at least in part by undiagnosed blood sugar level/diabetes.

[vercetti2021]

6. You think?

Blood sugar can control rage?

[ret5hd]

7. I know it seemed to for me. Seriously.

I’d say, for me, about a month after getting mine in control, my moods evened out DRASTICALLY.

I don’t have anything to base this on other than my own experience. That’s why I asked the favor…do you have a way to check?

[vercetti2021]

8. No

I dont have a doctor or insurance for a doctor. I'm sure I have high blood pressure or something wrong with me. Always seem to have something malfunctioning on my body

[ret5hd]

10. I'm sorry. I wish I could give more help.

I guess the most hopeful thing I can tell you is that many (me also) are able to completely control their blood sugar with metformin and exercise. The metformin costs me about $15 for a three month supply without insurance. Exercise is walking…so nothing for that.

I hope you find something that works for you. I also cut some people completely out of my life. I know how that feels.

[vercetti2021]

12. Shouldn't I be diagnosed?

Dangerous to take something without knowing for sure

[ret5hd]

13. Absolutely.

[whathehell]

15. Can you

get Medicaid or visit a clinic somewhere?

Please don't jeopardize your health!

[SheltieLover]

16. Go to health department for test

[hippywife]

14. It truly does.

I've experienced it and have watched it happen for years with my dad.

[enough]

18. Yes. NT

[ShazzieB]

11. Bllod sugar is a powerful thing when gets out of kilter in either direction.

Some people get ragey their blood sugar gets too low. My daughter is one of them. You do NOT want to be around her when it happens, believe me.

[orwell]

3. Right there with 'ya sister...

...I've been raging for the better part of 5 years (post Drumpf election) but the last week or so put me over the top.

If I could wish 10 or 15 people to die of a pulmonary embolism right now I already have the short list made up. And, even as a confirmed peacenik, I would have no qualms about pissing on their graves.

And I am a vegetarian who hates violence of any kind.

I told a long standing customer of mine who loves Drumpf to fuck off and never call me again. I called him a traitor and told him I didn't want to have anything to do with him. It is time to pick sides.

Sometimes it's healthy to not give a fuck and rage on.

This is a fucking nightmare...

[vercetti2021]

5. Exactly

I'm not affiliating myself with Biden hating MAGATs anymore. My father being one of em. I'm done. I'm trans and these people vote for those whose policies will hurt me. So fuck off. Get out of my fucking life. You're nothing to me.

And lately to me. Violence is never the answer. But its always an option and I've been selecting that option lately and getting extremely violent with my words. I just simply no longer care.

[SheltieLover]

17. There are ways to appropriately channel your anger.

Exercise
Punch a pillow or mattress
Throw ice cubes on sidewalk
Etc., etc., etc.

[cachukis]

4. Wa. Bushido translation: you will return to harmony.

[onecaliberal]

9. Hugs. You're in good company.

I care about you and I see you.