Big fight

[XanaDUer2]

The power went off overnight. I didn't know. The computer was off. I needed to pay the water bill. I asked him what was wrong w the pc. He called me a "fucking idiot". I guess I had to flick on the router.

Just now my xanax is ready and i asked him did he want to come w me. He's a drunk so i thought he'd want to pu wine. He starts screaming at me that were going tomorrow he thought. I said yes, I'll take u tomorrow for yours, and I'll go today to pu mine. He goes crazy screaming at me about "coordinating" our trip and something about telling him an hr b4 and when will my Rx was due on my bottle. I don't want to stay here anymore. I'm thinking of selling everything and buying a one bedroom back home in Florida. I wish he would just dir. I cannot stand this emotinal abuse anymore.

[niyad]

1. huggggggs my friend. I wish I had something helpful to suggest.

[XanaDUer2]

2. He's on an opioid pain patch

And can drink 2 bottles of wine in 2 hrs n pass out. He's a 72-yr-old smoker overweight. I don't get it.

He was snorting his opioid pills after grinding them up. I don't know how he's still alive. He's a terrible person.

[niyad]

3. It is astonishing that he is not dead yet.

[XanaDUer2]

4. I used to worry bion, he'd die

Not that long ago. I thought I'd b alone wo money stuck in NC shitty apt. I'm here another year. Still suffering symptoms from dental injury. Still can't get a lawyer or see am md to consult with.

Now i wish he was gone. Today was it. Yesterday he told me i can't have the news on unless I pay attention to it and i told him he was crazy. He uses money to abuse manipulate and control me. Its getting to the point he can't walk and I'm not nursing him. I hate his fucking guts ATP, and i don't get y he doesn't just leave. Im buying all sorts of salt y sugary food. He has no self control so a giant bag of chips will be eaten in one sitting. Hes a pig slob and a blob.

Anyway, he screamed at me he's not going to come w me to medical appointments "even if I'm having surgery". I've seen him thru 2 surgeries so far.

[niyad]

5. I am lighting candles for his immediate departure, and for you for the help

and healing you need and deserve.

[XanaDUer2]

6. Ty

I'll take any kind of immediate exit *cough*. He screamed at me today he's taking me off his pension i need desperately to live, so I'm down w anything that stops this. I feel like surrepticiously calling a real estate agent and buying a furnished place back home.

[WDLAL]

7. I'm so sorry. Praying for you.

[XanaDUer2]

8. Ty

he's in his room arguing politics with ppl online

[OldBaldy1701E]

9. Screw that guy.

(And, I don't mean in a good way!)

You need to start looking for a new place. Maybe back in FL, but it might be easier and cheaper to try and find something a distance away from him. I don't know which part of the state you are in, but there are some decent middle size towns that are not so expensive.

Whatever you decide to do, remember that we are here, we love you and we want you to be safe and content. Don't let him know what you are up to, BTW. Just be on the down low if you decide to bail. The less he knows about anything you are doing, the better.