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Related: About this forumMy morning started off badly with a kitty hit by a car on the road in front of my house.
By way of background, I have had the great privilege of moving out of the city and building a cat sanctuary that I have always dreamed of having. I've been in rescue over 40 years and two years ago, my family was able to purchase a small piece of property outside of the city, and I built a cat sanctuary. My 501(c)(3) cares for cats that we had rescued in the city who had been TNR'd and were living in colonies. We consolidated all of these kitties into this sanctuary, and they live in an enclosed, safe area. There is a heated and cooled building, which leads to a large "catio", which leads to another large enclosed "kennel" type of structure with a top on it. All of this is a little over 3,000 square feet and sits under old, established oak trees. Every single cat WITHOUT EXCEPTION has been spayed or neutered. We are no longer taking in any new ones. The responsibility is to these, for them to live out their lives in peace and safety, and hopefully for me (I'm in my sixties) to live to see them all through their lifetimes without leaving a "mess" for anyone else. Many of them are quite old and some have health issues.
It has been a dream come true!
When we moved out here, there were several kitties that came with the property. We got them all fixed, and let them back out to continue to have free roam of the property. They are savvy and seem to be doing well. They are fed well, and they rarely leave the back porch area. Fast forward to this morning...
When I got up and went outside, I could see a small body on the road in front of the house. It was a kitty that I was not familiar with. We've had recent rain storms, and he was most likely a feral who had been roaming and hiding during the rain, and had gotten desperate and was searching for food. It broke my heart to think that he was trying to get to our property desperate for food. I buried him amongst the other babies that I've lost. I've never seen this guy before, and I do watch on our cameras for visitors, etc.
Now to the point of my story.
We have deer out here, and I leave a little treat for them each night. We've had a total of seven deer at one time one night, but it's usually about three total. This morning, across the road in an undeveloped area, there were at least TWENTY-FIVE deer standing and watching me. They were not moving, not stirring, and were definitely not afraid of me. They watched as I picked up the little, lifeless body and carried it back to the back of the property. Their heads all bowed almost in unison. I believe with all of my heart that they were paying their respects. It was simply an incredible, sweet, and meaningful moment for me to witness.
No one will EVER make me believe that animals - ALL animals - don't have a soul. They know. They just KNOW! They knew I wasn't a threat, and they knew I was sad at the loss, and they knew I was trying to give that little body a last bit of dignity and love.
Something that I just felt that I wanted to share. Thanks for reading.

SheltieLover
(65,624 posts)Animals are truly awesome. Yes, they knew...
Reiki on way to the victim.
hamsterjill
(15,719 posts)I always say the same little prayer that I've said for years when one is lost. If there is a heaven, and I believe there is - animals deserve to go there.
SheltieLover
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SARose
(1,280 posts)I am so sorry for that poor kitty. Deer are amazing creatures. I can watch them for hours.
Big hug for you
Love and light
Rose
PS Thank you for all your hard work. Well done!
hamsterjill
(15,719 posts)n/t
sinkingfeeling
(54,775 posts)hamsterjill
(15,719 posts)I'm pretty much that way while on earth!!! I love the days when I don't have to "people" and can just stay home and deal with my kiddos. No drama, no nonsense, no hate. Just unconditional love and acceptance.
What could be better!!!
SheltieLover
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Karadeniz
(24,037 posts)JMCKUSICK
(1,670 posts)I agree fully and encourage you to keep all your babies alive. Thank you, I do wish I could do that.
niyad
(122,941 posts)with us.
Tanuki
(15,738 posts)I agree with you about animals having souls! 💕🕊🌈
wordstroken
(910 posts)more humans felt the same way. Sending much love to you and all your precious animals.
hamsterjill
(15,719 posts)I wish more humans felt that way, too. And welcome to DU!!
justcheckinin
(14 posts)Hello. You are a very special kind of person; and you are so fortunate to have the backing of family/people who make your dream a real thing. Nice to meet you, Laura
lucca18
(1,371 posts)StarryNite
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planetc
(8,472 posts)From what I've seen on YouTube, and your lovely story above, I think animals have more soul than they know what to do with.
hamsterjill
(15,719 posts)I think you are right as to the religious teachings. I grew up in a Baptist church and was taught the same thing. Animals did not have souls. I think the thought that animals have souls made the church people very uncomfortable. Not me. To me, it is the only sensible way to look at things. Animals certainly have the "good" part of things monopolized. They don't hold grudges, don't kill for sport, and don't take more than they need.
I am still a believer, but I no longer participate in any type of organized religion.
Thank you, planet c.
MIButterfly
(168 posts)God bless you, hamsterjill, for taking care of the cats as you do. You truly have a heart of gold. I'm so sorry for the cat that was killed. Thank you for treating him with love, kindness and dignity at the end of his life. I believe as you do, that the deer were paying their respects. What an incredible sight that must have been, with their heads bowed! Animals feel a lot more than they are given credit for. And of course, they have souls! Many times better than some human ones. I'm just saying.
hamsterjill
(15,719 posts)Thank you so much for your sweet words, and welcome to DU!
I just felt such honor seeing it and it felt really special to think that they were giving honor and respect, not only to the kitty, but to me, as well. I was bawling my eyes out, of course, and a complete basket case. I didn't know what to do, really, and it just felt "right" to take the kiddo to be amongst the ones that I've had that have already passed. In that way, foolish as it may seem, he became a part of something. He became a part of us.
I've had these moments before in my life, too. I think animal people have connections that transcend the usual. I'm nothing special. I've just learned to recognize when these moments happen, and I am grateful to have seen them happen. They give me hope, and they give me peace.
AuntieKatie
(2,184 posts)For sharing this beautiful story. Thank you, too, for caring for the cats!