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hamsterjill

(15,719 posts)
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 04:30 PM Friday

My morning started off badly with a kitty hit by a car on the road in front of my house.

By way of background, I have had the great privilege of moving out of the city and building a cat sanctuary that I have always dreamed of having. I've been in rescue over 40 years and two years ago, my family was able to purchase a small piece of property outside of the city, and I built a cat sanctuary. My 501(c)(3) cares for cats that we had rescued in the city who had been TNR'd and were living in colonies. We consolidated all of these kitties into this sanctuary, and they live in an enclosed, safe area. There is a heated and cooled building, which leads to a large "catio", which leads to another large enclosed "kennel" type of structure with a top on it. All of this is a little over 3,000 square feet and sits under old, established oak trees. Every single cat WITHOUT EXCEPTION has been spayed or neutered. We are no longer taking in any new ones. The responsibility is to these, for them to live out their lives in peace and safety, and hopefully for me (I'm in my sixties) to live to see them all through their lifetimes without leaving a "mess" for anyone else. Many of them are quite old and some have health issues.

It has been a dream come true!

When we moved out here, there were several kitties that came with the property. We got them all fixed, and let them back out to continue to have free roam of the property. They are savvy and seem to be doing well. They are fed well, and they rarely leave the back porch area. Fast forward to this morning...

When I got up and went outside, I could see a small body on the road in front of the house. It was a kitty that I was not familiar with. We've had recent rain storms, and he was most likely a feral who had been roaming and hiding during the rain, and had gotten desperate and was searching for food. It broke my heart to think that he was trying to get to our property desperate for food. I buried him amongst the other babies that I've lost. I've never seen this guy before, and I do watch on our cameras for visitors, etc.

Now to the point of my story.

We have deer out here, and I leave a little treat for them each night. We've had a total of seven deer at one time one night, but it's usually about three total. This morning, across the road in an undeveloped area, there were at least TWENTY-FIVE deer standing and watching me. They were not moving, not stirring, and were definitely not afraid of me. They watched as I picked up the little, lifeless body and carried it back to the back of the property. Their heads all bowed almost in unison. I believe with all of my heart that they were paying their respects. It was simply an incredible, sweet, and meaningful moment for me to witness.

No one will EVER make me believe that animals - ALL animals - don't have a soul. They know. They just KNOW! They knew I wasn't a threat, and they knew I was sad at the loss, and they knew I was trying to give that little body a last bit of dignity and love.

Something that I just felt that I wanted to share. Thanks for reading.








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My morning started off badly with a kitty hit by a car on the road in front of my house. (Original Post) hamsterjill Friday OP
Ty for caring for caring for them & honoring the victim of humans SheltieLover Friday #1
Thanks! hamsterjill Friday #3
Absolutely! SheltieLover Friday #7
How beautiful SARose Friday #2
The sanctuary has been the privilege of my life. hamsterjill Friday #4
Thank you. When I die, I only want to be in eternity with the animals. sinkingfeeling Friday #5
I could totally be happy with that scenario. hamsterjill Friday #6
Ditto SheltieLover Friday #8
Youre right !!! Karadeniz Friday #9
Here here hamsterjill JMCKUSICK Friday #10
Thank you so much for sharing this incredible moment of love and unity niyad Friday #11
Thank you for this beautiful, heartfelt post. Tanuki Friday #12
"No drama, no nonsense, no hate. Just unconditional love and acceptance." So well said, hamsterjill. I deeply wish that wordstroken Friday #13
Thank you so much. hamsterjill Friday #18
kitty hit with car justcheckinin Friday #14
Thank you for caring, loving and respecting these beautiful animals. lucca18 Friday #15
Thank you for sharing this bittersweet but beautiful experience. StarryNite Friday #16
I think the Catholic church may still be teaching that animals have no souls. planetc Friday #17
Thank you. hamsterjill Friday #19
What a touching end to a sad story. MIButterfly Friday #20
It was indeed an incredible sight. hamsterjill Friday #21
Thank you AuntieKatie Saturday #22

SheltieLover

(65,624 posts)
1. Ty for caring for caring for them & honoring the victim of humans
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 04:36 PM
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Animals are truly awesome. Yes, they knew...

Reiki on way to the victim.

hamsterjill

(15,719 posts)
3. Thanks!
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 04:42 PM
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I always say the same little prayer that I've said for years when one is lost. If there is a heaven, and I believe there is - animals deserve to go there.

SARose

(1,280 posts)
2. How beautiful
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 04:36 PM
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I am so sorry for that poor kitty. Deer are amazing creatures. I can watch them for hours.

Big hug for you

Love and light

Rose

PS Thank you for all your hard work. Well done!

hamsterjill

(15,719 posts)
6. I could totally be happy with that scenario.
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 04:51 PM
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I'm pretty much that way while on earth!!! I love the days when I don't have to "people" and can just stay home and deal with my kiddos. No drama, no nonsense, no hate. Just unconditional love and acceptance.

What could be better!!!

JMCKUSICK

(1,670 posts)
10. Here here hamsterjill
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 05:22 PM
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I agree fully and encourage you to keep all your babies alive. Thank you, I do wish I could do that.

Tanuki

(15,738 posts)
12. Thank you for this beautiful, heartfelt post.
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 05:50 PM
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I agree with you about animals having souls! 💕🕊🌈

wordstroken

(910 posts)
13. "No drama, no nonsense, no hate. Just unconditional love and acceptance." So well said, hamsterjill. I deeply wish that
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 06:34 PM
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more humans felt the same way. Sending much love to you and all your precious animals.

justcheckinin

(14 posts)
14. kitty hit with car
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 06:47 PM
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Hello. You are a very special kind of person; and you are so fortunate to have the backing of family/people who make your dream a real thing. Nice to meet you, Laura

planetc

(8,472 posts)
17. I think the Catholic church may still be teaching that animals have no souls.
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 07:29 PM
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From what I've seen on YouTube, and your lovely story above, I think animals have more soul than they know what to do with.

hamsterjill

(15,719 posts)
19. Thank you.
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 07:55 PM
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I think you are right as to the religious teachings. I grew up in a Baptist church and was taught the same thing. Animals did not have souls. I think the thought that animals have souls made the church people very uncomfortable. Not me. To me, it is the only sensible way to look at things. Animals certainly have the "good" part of things monopolized. They don't hold grudges, don't kill for sport, and don't take more than they need.

I am still a believer, but I no longer participate in any type of organized religion.

Thank you, planet c.

MIButterfly

(168 posts)
20. What a touching end to a sad story.
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 08:29 PM
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God bless you, hamsterjill, for taking care of the cats as you do. You truly have a heart of gold. I'm so sorry for the cat that was killed. Thank you for treating him with love, kindness and dignity at the end of his life. I believe as you do, that the deer were paying their respects. What an incredible sight that must have been, with their heads bowed! Animals feel a lot more than they are given credit for. And of course, they have souls! Many times better than some human ones. I'm just saying.

hamsterjill

(15,719 posts)
21. It was indeed an incredible sight.
Fri Mar 28, 2025, 09:05 PM
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Thank you so much for your sweet words, and welcome to DU!

I just felt such honor seeing it and it felt really special to think that they were giving honor and respect, not only to the kitty, but to me, as well. I was bawling my eyes out, of course, and a complete basket case. I didn't know what to do, really, and it just felt "right" to take the kiddo to be amongst the ones that I've had that have already passed. In that way, foolish as it may seem, he became a part of something. He became a part of us.

I've had these moments before in my life, too. I think animal people have connections that transcend the usual. I'm nothing special. I've just learned to recognize when these moments happen, and I am grateful to have seen them happen. They give me hope, and they give me peace.

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