whoa...what's the aspect of tonight before the Eclipse?
So, Rick, and other readers of the skies and energies... what's this about?
I finally get a night without kids, and ask the guy I have liked for eons out...and he said YES! :zoinks:
I am cappy/he's pisces...he's about 7 years older maybe. We have known eachother all our lives because his parents moved into the house across the street from my parent's cabin up here, so I knew him from when I was a kid...and played with him one summer when I was 18 (vacay after graduation with my girlfriends) and he was 25 and the house was full of bachelors, lol...
he's recently divorced, and here we are after 20 years...
wow, i just may have to control my teen angst urges 
woohoo...I am painting my toenails, this is a BIG deal! 
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Jubilees all around!
Just saying!
Have fun! I'm getting good vibes about this!
What color are the nails?
ohh baby red is dangerous!
maybe beige? *snort*...
okay, so we didn't go OUT we stayed in & talked....but here's my FB update from last night after he left:
Holy crap! that was the BEST 4 hours I have had in a LOOOONG time! mostly awesome sharing, talking about synchronicity in life )and the makeout session was nice too) then we talked about our dads, which we both happen to know eachothers dad(his passed away last year)...in fact, when my follks lived up here across the street form him, he got a lot of my dad's wisdom, and now that my dad is losing his memory, it's really touching he has that and can share it with me... wow wow wow...he also wants me to work with him on making Orgonite pendants, to draw away negativity...
..glad this is moving so slow and yet so easily, i love the fact that we have history and already know so much of eachothers stories, it makes it way more profound.... and he LIKES ME! (he even noticed the toenails and says I am still very sexy! woohoo)
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What's funny when you are older you can be sprung on someone and still not know 'where it's going'...that all becomes so much more arbitrary.... whats also interesting on morning contemplation is me looking at myself and men, relationship, physical trust, etc... After abuse 10 years ago, and last relationship over 2 years ago...I haven;t been very eager to jump the bull if you know what I mean. But I surprised myself there as well, and he surprised me i guess because I think about the fact that NONE of the trust and worry came up, i just wanted to make out with HIM... On reflection this morning I realize that would have not happened with anyone else - nor would I have been so at ease in the moment and afterwards too...
I keep getting those little energetic "thrills" too...running from heart to root chakra...mmmm...zing! teehee
oh and I found out his birth info...so sly i am... 3/8/63 3:30 am palm springs (btw...he is literally the first person I have known who has a birth time in the early morning like that...I am born at midnight, and i have only know people born from 6am - 9pm )
SOunds thrilling...
like a red wine color..."rock me tonight" and it DID
