My husband killed himself tues
He had had bypass surgery the last week of Aug and just was never the same. It was as though he was a shell of himself. He got up while I was sleeping and I found him in the morning. I have family here from all over but I feel like this is all some sort of dream. I am sad. I am angry. I want to be alone. I don't want to be alone.
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My deepest condolences for the loss of your husband.
I went through just the same circumstances with my Dad a few years ago, and understand the shock, confusion and agony.
I'm so, so sorry. 
There just are not any words to express how deeply sorry I am for your loss. It takes a little piece of you. Don't let it be a very big piece. 
words that would comfort you or pretend to know how you feel. Know this though, my heart and thoughts are with you at this terrible time.
Please, message me if you need a friend.
I'm so sorry ...
kesha.
i'm so deeply sorry for what you're going through
and for what your husband must have been going through
it sounds like something with that surgery didn't go right or put him in a state of depression.
what a tragedy--so much sadness.
if you don't want to be alone then don't. ask someone to stay, or go to their house. (someone who will be there if you want to talk, someone to take care of the little things--shopping, cooking, getting the mail, etc.)
and we're here.
go slow--take it easy--
