And I plead the fifth on whether I consider it funny.
Well okay it isn’t. Live free or die!
I am dealing with a firehose in a way as my brain kinda unsnarls. I used to be a very literal-minded person some 14-15 years ago. With the outside world.
I tried to at least come off as painstakingly sincere while generally struggling to get things working. But I have always been honest and non transactional. It is the one quality I have that can compensate a little for a sadly very sparse information, knowledge and skill set.
And screw anyone who doesn’t want to hear about jfz9580m! It is science! In a way…
Some day, I would like to learn to accomplish forward movement less like..a pondskater comes to mind as the least clumsy and inelegant option.
It makes sense now why I specifically latched on to Yasha Levine finally
I am a civilian scientist and if I am national security adjacent, I do not mind it when it is honest and non-mercenary and non-transactional (the last thing you want in security) and non-bloated.
Then I need a partner of high trust who is specifically focused on the same.
So I have cobbled together in my head..I have the right to be absurd! It is a function!
I will be shrill! I have rights!
I seriously am not a joke and now this strange task tied to information makes me look like a damn joker..
I have cobbled together a sort of ragtag imaginary team. Protective alleles for schizophrenia rights!
(That is actually my ex’s joke. One of the times I was rambling on about how every creep has rights but ol’ jfz9580m is shuttled from one hell to another..and he started saying Creep Rights!
I explain my jokes so I am not a cryptic national security creep but still a nice middleaged female eccentric..which I was trying desperately to hide)…
;-/… Eccentricity rights!!
But well I don’t troll and it is a huge pile of info to process fast. Because like Ed Zitron got..everything in the real world is kind of perfect. Tejas Thackeray was also correct, in nature everything is inter-linked.
I sneer at those tacky intelligently designed or creationist things loaded with stolen labor built ai predictions versus what MAHB or all my old colleagues (who are all awesome and I am sorry I am called some of them names-I didn’t understand and was trying to accept everything ..I have to kick out a lot of stuff unceremoniously and ungraciously where I am not filing complaints, but stay away from me).
I post here because I support and trust EarlG. At a less (distantly) dire time that would sound sycophantic, but it isn’t at all.
Just a concerned citizen scientist of the globe.
It won’t go the way of the Babbage Difference Engine. I am off the lemming or just lame bus. Those guys are awful..whoever they are..
Cowards..and no I am not actually an anonymous coward.
Defender of Earth!
Not crazy…
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