I am being stalked by the wolf - and it's a relief to find this out.

[mopinko]

1. docs don't get this.

they are always beaming a little when they give you a negative test result. nobody wants the bad answer, but most of us what the correct answer. negative test is not an answer.
i had a positive ana- an elevated ssb. although i have a lot of symptoms large and small, i still have no conclusive answer. i have given up looking for the time being. if something really goes wrong, we will look at it again.

i am, however, seriously considering doing a gene mapping for myself and my 2 daughters, who also have problems the docs can't quite put their fingers on.