This may be it [View all]
I may well be done. Things are a disaster here. I won't go into details, but my mate and myself are now trapped in hell with a recently purchased vehicle that has now screwed up. I cannot work, and now he cannot get anywhere to work. We are in Minnesota. There is no 'walking to work'. If you have no car, you are nothing here. Plus, we got tricked into moving to a very bad part of town. (By this I mean an upper middle class part. A place where only those with good income can live. A place that defines the decadence of this nation. So, we are in enemy territory, for all intents and purposes.) I am tired of trying to survive in a place that does not want me to. I am tired and horrified of seeing my husband's face as he sits deflated in his chair. I cannot do anything. I paid for decades into SS and they told me to kiss off. (Since I can still lift more than two fingers, I must be able to go out and dig ditches, right?) To quote Lou Mae Farmer: I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. There is only one solution to this useless life. What is particularly upsetting is that this solution could be avoided if this country would stop with the global dick waving and start taking care of its citizens. But, there is no profit in helping people without massive fees, so no one will do it. No matter... only one person might miss me and he would be way better off with me gone.
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