Today's therapy session left me exhausted and so very sad.

[MuseRider]

6. It is such a hard job.

I was going to say the same thing that onecaliberal said. I hope some of this helps you feel better, it is a hard time you have had but you not only did your best you were looking for a way to do better but there was no way to do better. Many hugs to you and if I were close to you I would be able to help you out while you mourn. It is part of the job so to speak, you must do it or not care...I know you would rather care and deal with the bitter, awful parts than not do it at all.