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undergroundpanther

(11,925 posts)
8. meditation doesn't help
Sun Jan 6, 2013, 08:52 PM
Jan 2013

I find more active things do like art etc.keep me connected. Just letting thoughts come and go is not a good thing for me .My thoughts come and go all day,I can lose entire days.
And I haven't a clue where it went. Dissociation can be like meditation as can Hyper-focus like in ADHD which I also have. And yes I have focused to the point I saw the blueness and beyond and completely was aware of everything and non-being..I still feel deep sadness and tortured dreams waking up heart pounding hard.

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This message was self-deleted by its author HereSince1628 Dec 2012 #1
I naturally have the ability to focus and get lost in things. Saved my ass a great deal. applegrove Dec 2012 #2
I think it can help libodem Dec 2012 #3
Vipassana. Jackpine Radical Dec 2012 #4
Good on ya libodem Dec 2012 #5
Anyon read these other books? dreamnightwind Jan 2013 #6
Before committing to a whole book, I suggest you try Wikipedia. Jackpine Radical Jan 2013 #7
meditation doesn't help undergroundpanther Jan 2013 #8
This message was self-deleted by its author HereSince1628 Jan 2013 #9
With all due respect to Jackpine... BeHereNow Jan 2013 #10
Maybe, but this IS actually about personal experience with mental illness HereSince1628 Jan 2013 #11
Message auto-removed BerniceDixon Mar 2013 #13
Thank you for saying this so well. Still Blue in PDX Jan 2013 #12
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