Mental Health Support

BlancheSplanchnik

(20,219 posts)

7. yeah

Mon Jan 28, 2013, 03:43 PM

Jan 2013

Depression, PTSD, ADD, anxiety

Grew up with a Borderline Personality mother. Unpredictable, enmeshed, abusive, immature, non-nurturing...sick. And phony as hell.

Dad was great but gone all the time. Much later I realized he was an alcohic.

Eh.....I should do an intro post here, so I don't hijack the thread and for proper etiquette. ......
I just don't have the energy to do it right now.

My self destructive stuff now (age 55) is mainly isolating. A lot. Good thing I have a job that I like and do well and that doesn't demand paperwork and stuff I don't do well.

Edit history

Please sign in to view edit histories.

Recommendations

0 members have recommended this reply (displayed in chronological order):

20 replies

= new reply since forum marked as read

Highlight:

Do you have a strong self hatred/destructive drive? [View all] Locut0s Jan 2013 OP

Yup. Denninmi Jan 2013 #1

This message was self-deleted by its author BainsBane Jan 2013 #2

You have to convince yourself LiberalEsto Jan 2013 #3

Being unemployed tama Feb 2013 #9

Yes. Still Blue in PDX Jan 2013 #4

I had a feral childhood. I think that's how I escaped that. hunter Jan 2013 #5

Yes get the red out Jan 2013 #6

yeah BlancheSplanchnik Jan 2013 #7

BPD Mom get the red out Feb 2013 #13

oh boy........ yeah. BlancheSplanchnik Feb 2013 #14

YES get the red out Feb 2013 #15

my mother was the witch. BlancheSplanchnik Feb 2013 #16

Oh LORD! get the red out Feb 2013 #17

yeah it was hell alright. BlancheSplanchnik Feb 2013 #18

Bless your soul get the red out Feb 2013 #19

My results of self-compassion test tama Feb 2013 #8

i don't know that i necessarily feel self-hatred fizzgig Feb 2013 #10

I have been libodem Feb 2013 #11

Not anymore. Neoma Feb 2013 #12

same here. BlancheSplanchnik Feb 2013 #20