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Mental Health Support

Locut0s

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5. Very well spoken. You have a good style! Sorry to hear you are...

Reply to hunter (Original post)

Thu Apr 11, 2013, 02:41 AM

Apr 2013

going through a bad day but good to hear you are otherwise mostly stable.

Damn I wish I could get to where you are now. Last year or so I've been on a roller coaster from hell, and I'm not even Bipolar. Several months of good highs, everything is going to be alright "I can go this", followed by more months of near suicidal depression and anxiety. Right now I'm closer to the later.

Why can't I accept this? It's the most childish thing imaginable. I can't face the world. Everyone else looks at life and sees opportunity, a positive challenge, happiness, contentment, success, financial potential, FUCKING LIFE!! All I see is I'm Sisyphus standing next to a bolder the size of Mt Everest. Where's the company hole I can climb into and hide the rest of my years? :'(

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My personal hell. [View all] hunter Apr 2013 OP

I hear ya Duer 157099 Apr 2013 #1

And I thought Newest Reality Apr 2013 #2

I always get manic-y when I'm sleepy. Neoma Apr 2013 #3

Hope for bad nurturing in this months Discover. kickysnana Apr 2013 #4

Very well spoken. You have a good style! Sorry to hear you are... Locut0s Apr 2013 #5