i'm wondering if the universe is telling me to not go back on meds

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4. no gp right now

i'm healthy as can be outside my brain, so i haven't bothered to find one. plus, i had a few bad experiences with gps prescribing me meds, so i'm a bit wary.

i was able to get some more names from the insurance company, a few of them i've seen before and didn't click with, but there are some others that i'm calling right now. an ex of mine saw one of the docs on the list and i just dropped him a line to see what he thought of the doc.

in the time it took me to write this, that doc called me back and i'm going down to fill out some paperwork. he's booked so far out that i can just cancel if i get any feedback that makes me concerned and it's back to the list.

thanks