The end of men: the controversial new wave of female utopias

[MuseRider]

5. Well I think this may be my problem

now that you mention it. I am finding it hard to think there IS any way around this. The way things are set against us makes it hard to want to experience all the pain and grief and frustration and anger again. I will but I am almost feeling too tired but then I have a 5 year old granddaughter and I want her to be free so, after I get my health stuff all taken care of I will be back in the game but right now I just cannot so I think....that is NOT a good thing.

I remind myself, we did it here for LGBTQ+ and I was a big part of that. It was hard, sad, maddening, scary and everything bad but when you find yourself working with people you love it becomes necessary for you to keep on not just for them but for yourself as well. We did it and it is still going. In this state they said it could not be done. So, that does give me some hope. I sure hope there are some younger women ready to take over the hard parts. I do not think I have it in me to do all that again. LOL!

I am almost too angry to even let myself think about this at length. I need to settle down and get with it.