It's downright awful out there

[mother earth]

38. We all have these times of despair, it's hard not to when we know in our heart there's a better way.

Trust me, I know exactly how you feel, I feel like I've been through hell this past couple of years.

Certainly we are witnessing the worst in people, we have to, it must be done, when those veils are lifted it's not pretty. Once we know the truth, we'll understand we have no choice but to rebuild. What we have learned along the way will guide us.

It's not enough to know there's a better way, we have to live like it's here and it is definitely "here" in ASAH. Don't worry, GTRO, the better way is the only way left, the one not tried, the road less traveled. You know that, or you wouldn't be here.

We really are witnessing the end of an era. It's bitter and divisive, just remember not to be part of it (the ugliness on display), and be grateful for all the good in you and all you have been given, especially the small things, like this group.

Thankfully, the patriarch is dissolving, and the midwives are present...it'll be time soon...it will be about living from the heart...only good things grow from there.