I have felt like crying the last few days, but have resisted because I don't want to have to "explain why", since I can't...don't really know why. Less emotional, engineering hubby cannot relate & gets angry when someone cries. (It goes back to his mother who used emotion to manipulate.) Just don't want to upset the apple cart for what seems like no reason, especially since we are stuck (hmmmm...there's Ric's word) here together now 24/7 . The relentless heatwave we are experiencing makes one want to stay in for both comfort & safety. As I type this it makes me wonder if these factors might be what leads to Ric's predicted big change....may have to confront each other! That will make me question everything for the past 33 yrs. Actually I've lately questioned EVERY aspect of my life for the last 4 decades! Compromising could be my middle name....been doing it all my life. Not sure I'm in any shape to be knocked for a loop right now. But we really don't get a choice in that, do we?
How long was your "holding pattern"?
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