I am a clinically depressed person who often hates life, but puts himself on a pedestal in his own head, demanding praise and attention and wanting to be the center of it.
I know what I’m capable of, but the problem is that so many others don’t. I have a job that turned me down twice before finally getting hired on my third application to it. Now I’ve been in it for three years and am very well received not only by my bosses (though I was hired under old management no longer there), but also many in the community.
I believe if I was given an actual, proper chance, I become someone’s special someone. Very, very seldom have I gotten much of a chance at all and those who did didn’t stay long, even though I never had a major blowup or fight with either of them.
I’m not worried about someone not checking every preference I have because I know everybody has something about them their partner doesn’t like. I didn’t like both of my partners had tattoos, but it’s whatever.
If anything, I used to be terrified if I didn’t check off a woman’s every preference, one wrong move and that would be it for me.
Then again, I used to not be able to get a date to save my life and five months of romance is still better than nothing at all.
I just know I’d like more.
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