You will get through this! Focus for the moment on things you can control, like making your bed or straightening something up - just a routine task to ease your mind.
Then, be comforted! 
They don't have the votes in the House to end SSDI, and they wouldn't get past the Senate filibuster either. In fact, there are probably at least four Republican senators who wouldn't even vote for such a thing in the first place. Remember - all they care about is money and power, and they overreach every time, fail at it (like Bush 2 announcing "reforms" of Social Security that went nowhere) and are thrown out of office. They aren’t all-powerful and they aren’t going to hurt you. Breathe and go about your life while we wait for them to fail. These are dark times but negative thoughts won't help. Try your very best to remain calm. 
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