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backtoblue

(11,752 posts) Wed Nov 28, 2018, 01:54 PM Nov 2018

I think I might be going through a midlife crisis [View all]

That sounds so melodramatic, but DAMN.

For the last two years I have been on trial.

Not because I broke the law. Because I had to deal with an assault trial and nowl it feels like an insurance company trial. A few days after a headon collision, I got back a positive test for cervical cancer. Gotta wait til Dec 11 to see my doctor for a colposcopy and cone biopsy.

My body hurts from literally being hit by a truck. I'm now feeling the emotional chaos like a truck.

I'm so tired. So beaten down. I'm 38. Is this what they call a midlife crisis?

ETA my best friend (he's 70) is having heart surgery today. I don't have many friends, but he has been a mentor and life teacher. He taught me to play the guitar and cuss in five languages. Please send DU magic dust his way.

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I think I might be going through a midlife crisis [View all] backtoblue Nov 2018 OP

Anyone going through what you're going through would be in a crisis... CaliforniaPeggy Nov 2018 #1

Thank you Peggy backtoblue Nov 2018 #3

Just crisis, that is a lot . I am so sorry . Hope you get through the crisis soon lunasun Nov 2018 #2

Thanks luna backtoblue Nov 2018 #7

I hope it gets better TEB Nov 2018 #4

Thanks TEB backtoblue Nov 2018 #14

That's a lot of insane shit TEB Nov 2018 #18

Mostly just running a 12 bar backtoblue Nov 2018 #19

Oh yea TEB Nov 2018 #20

What you are going through Ohiogal Nov 2018 #5

It's got to get better backtoblue Nov 2018 #8

You are just going through a really bad period usrbs Nov 2018 #6

I like averages! backtoblue Nov 2018 #9

I'm sorry! And this is a hard time of year anyway More_Cowbell Nov 2018 #10

This message was self-deleted by its author backtoblue Nov 2018 #15

Magic dust coming!! irisblue Nov 2018 #11

You always come through iris! backtoblue Nov 2018 #16

I want to say it is going to get better. We are facing cpamomfromtexas Nov 2018 #12

Holy moly! backtoblue Nov 2018 #17

thank you prayers for you too. cpamomfromtexas Nov 2018 #21

Dust enough for the both of you. Prayers do work and I'm sending up mine for you and your friend. marble falls Nov 2018 #13

Sending your dear friend plenty of DU magic and enough left over for you! MLAA Nov 2018 #22

Just... flying rabbit Nov 2018 #23

((Hugs)) JudyM Nov 2018 #24

Hugs and healthy mind and body vibes heading your way now! littlemissmartypants Nov 2018 #25

coming your way... handmade34 Nov 2018 #26

Hang in there. It's temporary. no_hypocrisy Nov 2018 #27